Do You Realize Why I CONTINUE to Hate You?

He was there again.

He didn't realize I was online that's why he lingered on a while. Then I undid being invisible on YM. And there he was: Silverpad. And as soon as I was visible, he disappeared.

Why doesn't he delete me altogether? I know he knows I'm around that's why he conveniently disappears when I'm online. That would only mean he still has me added.

I invaded his FFS. i bought all his friends and made them suckerpunch, dropkick and bitch-slap him. I know I'm kinda cruel. I numerously crucified him again and again in my blogs, that when you google him, his treachery shows up again and agin to reveal itself to potential employers.

Why am I doing this? Why does my vindictive wrath have no end?

Simple.

I never heard a sorry. It is as simple as that. And you, trying to avoid me  (and so fruitlessly futile, i may say), Only goes to show you show no remorse. The very fact that you did not look back to see how much you hurt me, my life, and people I was to be with in the future because of what you did: You betrayed me, causing my friends to betray me as well.. how could you make my friends keep a secret so sacred to me?

That one cause of closure you prevented me to have by making my friend keep a secret she knew will keep me from moving on...

It was 2 years before she decided to break free from that vow of silence you so forcefully set.

I have not trusted anyone since... and I knonw not how to begin trusting anyone again. That was the price of your cowardice... cowardice you still cling onto.

But I WILL TAKE A DIFFERENT ROAD FROM TODAY.

YOU CAN HIDE ALL YOU WANT AND FEAR ME ALL YOUR DAYS, BUT I WILL NOT CARE. YOU WILL BE A SLAVE TO YOUR GHOST AS LONG AS YOU CARRY YOUR GUILT. AND IT WILL RULE YOUR LIFE.